???

oh what can i say?
what should i do?
what else can be told to you?
words that you have always heard before?
does it even matter if i even speak?

are you used to these words?
are you used to these lies?
how much more pain have these words given you?
does it matter if i say them today?

how can i even talk to you now?
is it even worth it now?
why cant you understand that i love now?
that i'm here now with these words in the tip of my mouth